Trying this again!!!

For all of you out there that gave up on me ever keeping up on this, I really will try to do better this time.
I have once again found myself unable to sleep, which is how this blog got started nearly 2 years ago. But this time I have something else keeping me from my slumber. No, it isn't the baby, I am lucky that on most nights I get my full recommended 8 hours. I am restless thinking of life. Ha Ha Ha I know we all have our deep, inspirational, meaning of life moments, but I sit tonight, or rather this morning, pondering why it is so hard to let go of life? It is not really the saying goodbye that is the hard part, it is the knowledge that there isn't going to be another hello. So say "hello" to those you love as often as you can.